Why do little things derail my gratitude, joy, thankfulness, or rejoicing? I have moments where I think about his abundant blessings and they seem to be overflowing and overwhelming. Which makes my moments of ingratitude seem even more foolish. They seem even more silly.
We started talking about this universal tension. On one hand that sometimes we feel like imposters, that we are behind, need to get our house together, have so much more to learn, and so many areas to mature into.
For most of my life, as a strategic, high vision, high drive, first born son, I have lived in the potential of tomorrow. I have often felt like a veil between my life and how I live, as I am going through the motions and living life but not feeling fully present.